Femdom Fantasies

by Matthew © 2009

I’m a guy. A man. So sometimes, on occasion when I’m surfing the Internet I look at porn. Well, okay, maybe more than sometimes. A lot. Like I said, I’m a guy. And there is a lot to look at. You can find stuff that caters to ANY conceivable fetish that you have…

I was looking for something…something different. Something to appease the dark and twisted desire demon deep inside…something out of the mainstream. You would think that the subject of Female Domination would be out of the mainstream, but there seems to be quite a bit of it out there. So many Mistresses, so alike. How many leather wearing Ladies holding whips posing in front of wooden frames do you need to see before you get bored? And you’ll see a lot. All promising a painful playtime. So long as you pay. And pay. Not for me. No, I want something more…deeper…more personal…something like…Hypnosis?

There are Dominants who promise to Hypnotize, to steal your will, to bind you in chains that no key can possibly unlock, to control you in ways in which you don’t realize until it is too late. Could this be what will finally grab my desire and hold it? So tempting. And again so many to choose. Assuming I had the choice. Magical Sorceresses, Silver-tongued Sirens, Seductive Dominas all with flashy websites and flashy promises of Knowing Just What You Need.  So I tried them all. Well, at least all the free samples I could get!

Quickly I realized that there were basically two types of Hypnotic Dominants. Let’s just call them the “real” and the “fake”. Now, the fake ones are those who see it as a sideline, just another facet of their business. Their business being primarily talking on the phone to some guy with his dick in his hand and smacking some Bad Businessman on the ass with a ruler during his lunch break. She will talk a good script but talk is all it is. No effort. No training. Not for me. The real ones are the ones who actually study and understand Hypnosis. Why some even have actual degrees in it! And they understand psychology. And they understand the male psyche in particular. Which does not require a degree. She will craft a trance, boy let me tell you! With music and sounds and sexy voices. I have gotten lost in some of those… …um, anyway. But even among the “real” Hypnotic Dominants there are two types. Let’s just call them: “Those in it for the money” and “Those in it for the love of Hypnosis”. Just between you and me, I think I prefer the latter.

So it would seem I still had a choice to make, even among the “for the money” Dommes there were some very appealing, dare I even say Hypnotic alternatives.

But then I stumbled upon Her site.

I don’t even remember how I found her site. Must have been a link from a link from somewhere else, but there I was. Simple, homespun almost. No flashy graphics or animations. No music or sexy come-ons. Just a simple welcome to the page of Miss–well, I can’t give her name really. I mean I want to. I really do. But I just…can’t. But I can say it’s an ordinary name. As She is, to all appearances an ordinary Woman. And we all know how appearances can be. Deceiving that is. But she is the opposite of deceiving. In fact, she is the most direct and uncomplicated Woman I would ever meet. Did I say meet? Let’s not get ahead of ourselves…

Anyhow, there I was. At Her website. As I said it was different from all the others, simple and plain. No, “WeLcOmE to the Lair of MisTReSs ExOtIcaLuxus owner of Your Mind!!!11” And so I went in. Inside was equally as plain with just a simple menu and a picture. A picture of Her. At first glance she looked quite ordinary, the typical “girl next door” but as you looked at her picture you began to notice things… Like her hair, shoulder-length and brown the kind of brown that reminds you of soft autumn leaves, and how it frames her face, open and plain but with a spray of freckles across her nose that gave her a mischievous air. And her eyes, just what do you call that color? And her lips, how can a smile be an invitation and a warning at the same time? She was dressed not in any exotic costume of leather or rubber, no fishnet nor whip. Just an ordinary blouse and knee length skirt. Yet on Her they managed to both convey a sense of mature competence and display a, well, “killer” figure.

Once I tore myself from Her photo I explored the rest of the website. Which did not take long. The only menu items on the site lead to three things. There was a short section of her philosophy, an audio file to listen to and a page with a link to send Her a message.

Now Her philosophy was again simple and direct. She believes that Women were meant to rule over men. Completely. Women are desired, and men do the desiring. Men pursue Women, because they need to, and deep down they need to put themselves under the rule of a Woman. She was looking for a particular man to rule over and serve Her. In order for her to find that man she would use Hypnosis to entrance and train men, until She found the One.

Again, this was not like anything I expected after reading so many other Hypnodomme sites. This was something, well, raw and real, not like “buy my programs, then buy some more”. This was, thrilling in a way. Could She actually be serious? What happens to the men she entrances and trains and doesn’t keep? And what would it feel like to be entranced and trained by Her? At that point my penis really wanted to know.

the next menu item led me to a page with a link to download an mp3 file. There was a warning that this file contained powerful hypnotic programming and would cause irrevocable changes to any male who listened to it. Now I have heard THAT before and come out whole so I certainly was not going to believe that at face value. But somehow this warning coupled with the seriousness of the rest of the site made me pause and think, what if? Well, what if? What if it COULD do what She says it will do? What would that feel like? Is THAT the experience I have been searching for? Is it? or Isn’t it? So I downloaded the file. It took a while, it was rather large. Too big to be just a sample. Was She really giving away a full-length induction for free? I began to think that maybe, maybe this was all a clever ruse. A joke. A trap to lure unsuspecting suckers into another “pay per worship” Domina business plan. I would not fall for that!  Well, I would find out soon enough.

Finally with the download done, I pulled out my headphones and arranged a spot on the couch so I could lie down and listen.  Then I started up the mp3 and waited. And waited. I checked the screen, no it was playing; but no sound. Nothing. It WAS a joke after all! Wait, there was…something. Very faint, a whisper…words…just at the edge of my hearing…but there…words…but I can’t quite make them out. And, also a tone or tones, like a hum, did I just notice that, or was it there before? There IS something in this file after all, but what? No welcome? No explanation? No Induction? What is this? Might as well listen, I don’t really feel like getting up now anyway…

I became aware of music, I didn’t really notice it start, but all of the sudden it was just there. Sweet and mellow, violins and maybe a flute and It sounded like, like I was on one of those inflatable rafts floating aimlessly on a small pond on a sunny Summer day. Floating and drifting, gently bobbing on the water as the clouds passed lazily by…floating…drifting as the bright sun chased the breezes across the meadow…   ……. ……

“…Three…becoming aware of your surroundings…Four, eyes open now, stretching your arms and legs….And, FIVE, fully Awake and ready to start your new life! Knowing what you must do…

So yeah, I immediately went back to Her site and clicked on that last menu item. The link to send Her a message. I really had no idea why I was sending Her a message and I had no idea what I was going to say; but it didn’t really matter did it?

The End
Or, Just the beginning?